Behold, my love!

Somewhere somehow someday I'll meet you

To Claim the heart that is mine for sure. . .

The day is not far, as it always was

Is what my heart seems to whisper all the while...

Amid the mist that floats in the sky

A ray of hope shines through. . .

Slight, thought it is, weaving through the fog.

Slow and steady, it surely comes to me. . .

Eyes, impatient to behold you,

Heart, to find its match at last,

Soul to fit into the other perfectly

And then mine ears, to hear you!

Impatient is what I am 

To set my sight on you, as I would.

And then my arms to hold my world 

To complete the circle that 

Starts on the stars and ends on the earth...

Me

Suffice to say my  love for you is masked away by your own stupidity. . . 

guilt doesnt reside here anymore. . .

The vulnerable heart is no more in tune. . .

The watery eyes are cleaned  up. . .

All that left behind is a past that i left back, where it belongs. . .

I m not a fool. . .

No more a beggar. . .

No more a pathetic lonely girl. . .

I AM ME. . .

Born not from the ashes of yesterday but the dreams of tomorrow. . .

What Never Quitting Does To You

I am not someone to blog long posts. If you are my regular reader you'll know that I usually blog short poems. The reason being that I am obviously lazy. But this time, I am blogging an article. This is not about any of those 'current problems of the society'  stuff, but rather something everyone had quite read and might as well as bored by now . Ya ya, the same piece of inspiring article. This one is a chapter from my own Life.


This story can be considered as the second part of my one of the previous post Pain and Regrets!  For those who missed that piece, to tell you in short, I was shut out from National University of Advanced Legal Studies (NUALS), kochin, One of the 11 best law schools of the country, for a difference of 4 marks. But that is how the system works. 4 marks or 1 mark, if you din't get it then no re-thinking, you are out of there!! And it was my dad who gave me the support every time I needed, though the NUALS incident hurt  him more than it ever did me. . .


I was emotionally crushed after that incident, but it was he, who pulled back the spirit in me to stand up and fight again. It was my dad's 'never quite no matter what' advice that put me here now!


He made me forget the NUALS  and made me try for All Kerala 5yr LLB  Entrance Examination. It was he who went through newspaper and found me a coaching class. It was him, who bought me books to refer. It was him who mend my broken spirit.


After the exam, I got worried about the result. Even though I had worked harde for this exam more than I had ever been for any, yes not even for my 10th and 12th borders did I study so much! But even then the ghost of my previous failure haunted me close... I would always say, 'If its in my fate i'll get it' and my dad he would reply 'There is nothing called fate, its the result of the hard work you put into'. And my dad was right. As my hard work did bring me the result I wanted. I passed out with 23rd rank all Kerala. 


So I dedicate this post to my father, who taught me What Never Quitting Does To You !! I love you dad, thanks for all the support and encouragement. You are the world's best dad!! XOXO!!!