Tell Me Again!

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Tell me again,

You say you love her,

What is that you love in her?

Would it be her supple breasts

that pin points your fantasy?

Would it rather be

her crushed petals of lips?

Would it be for her soul searching eyes

that kicks you in the gut? 

or maybe its the body that

satisfies the lust of your devil.

Or maybe, in a wildest of chances,

Maybe it is for the woman she is.

The woman that struggles 

to make her space.

The one you seldom see 

In the freckles across her cheeks.

The one that would give you her soul, 

for the price of your love.

Tell me again,

You say you love her,

What is that you love in her?

Message From Wind.

O sweet gusty wind,

What do you bring me on this gush?

Some little glitters or

A rush of adrenaline?

I wonder, I muse!

I stand here ,

As you blow through my hair!

My eyes close.

Deceiving the vision all to blur!

I wonder how it will be?

Will it bring me the news I oblique to?

Or something that is so fatigue!

Oh tell me wind!

Whisper in my ears…

Those hisses and enlighten me.

Oh mother, the orb of light

Wake up from the hibernation.

Look about and listen!

The wind brings thus the stories unheard…

Of the loon lovers and passions shared,

Of riots and massacres,

Of sweet companionship and so on....

And fragrance from faraway places!

Wrapped in some tight bundles.

I thus cut off the senses,

And opens up my mind!

As they brush about me,

My curiosity polished,

I sigh out loud as memories rush.

A sob so soft leaves my soul.

The flaunting leafs, trembles and falls!

And then all those tears are washed off.

I open my eyes to something new.

Oh wind thus is your power,

Eternal one!

You bring a new life to me and all.

You sweep those hurdles,

And shower them with peace!

As I stand on this earth,

Bare,

Born along the ways of the great orb!

Alas, love so innocent,

So crucial, fills me to overflow!

Wind oh wind!

Thy bought me the newness of will!

Loved by you!

Give me a while to roll over the quilt 

to breath in the traces of love we made 

before the reminiscent decent to a dream

and we turn into a pair of bulls in rage!

Little Angel

lonely lonely little angel

tell me why you are in the shade? 

looking at the flowing water

on the carpet of grasses...

Deep in thought you seem to be

What do you see little angle? 

The silver of the river or

the gold of the dusk? 

tell me tell me little angel! 

what runs through your head little angel

Thoughts of past or hopes of future? 

The red of roses or vine or velvet

The black of night or onyx or coal

the white of pearl or moon or stars

What color do u see them in? 

tell me tell me little angel..

does that make you happy or sad or mad? 

is it a smile or tear or fear hide by that hat? 

tell me tell me little angel... 

The woman I am

A woman they call me

with curves and flesh!

a tender heart and

a smile!

I laugh 'bot as loud as I can

howling and cursing just the same!

Hush! they say, keep your voice low

they give me lectures on modestly

'bot the codes of the society!

speak low, walk slow with grace.

lower your eyes,

cover your self!

bah! I spit at them!

Aye I am a woman

with curves and flesh

with feelings and emotions

I laugh, I run, I sing I dance

Aye, I do sin, now and then!

Order me not to be quite!

This life of mine is mine to live

In ways I love,

doing things I love!

Stop not me and my dreams

but them and their evilness!!

Aye I am a woman

A woman with curves and flesh!

Perplexed

Longing swells in me

Like they never had...

His strokes on my body, splits fire

Hot lava runs in my vein...

Eye lids flutters and then close

His lips fuses with mine

His words of endeavor 

Like electric sparks...

Slowly they courses over me

The breeze singing, 

Of passion so profound.... 

Minutes tricks by, forgotten...

Love is sweet, a wait so deep...

Auspicious and royal

For it makes you feel serene

Fire and ice mixed so well

And in me they blast

In him I dissolve

In him I am lost...

Drugged by the sweetness of his kiss

Paralyzed by the softness of his touch 

And aroused by the tenderness of his eyes!!

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Girl, Who nobody Knew!

And the girl with so many dreams finally quite...

Without a final good bye,

She left the things she loved...

Search her not,

For she wound be found in the casket

Wrapped by white cloths...

She will finally lie still. . .

And people who loved her will wonder

'Who is she?'

The haters will talk

About the traumas she caused.

Others will simply muse over her...

Nobody will know the girl in the casket

Quite because she finally knew the truth

That she was a stranger to one and all...

The piano notes will flow over the hall

Carrying some melancholy,

They don't even mean!

And as tears dies she will fly

And the earth will sing

'This was the girl who nobody knew....'

And as she is buried,

The air will sigh,

For the place she took is all empty...

Casket will weight a trifle

For along with her lie her shattered dreams

Wimping over the lost.

And her tomb will read,

Craved in marble,

'A girl who striven for love

Left with none'

Molding of love

Lips lubricated by love

caresses mine....

Eyes twinkling with promise

of a carnal pleasure, burns a hole in me...

The feathery touch of his arms

leaves a trail of fire in the wake.

Each stroke one after the other...

A wave of pleasure engulfs me...

A hunger, A thirsts to quench...

breathless, quivering, needy

i lay there motionless...

My tooth sink into the tender flesh of his...

a muon, soft and silent

echoes around the room...

slowly, but surely

we fit into perfect harmony...

A connection of the souls

it establishes...

Strong, and forever it will stay..

Waves

Splashing over my foot

Like a ferocious falcon

I slowly closed my eyes

Opening my minds eyes

Smelling the salty breeze...

Opening my eyes,

I find the waves

Coming for me from the horizon

With the vengeance of a serial killer

Rising over, and subsiding

Like a soldier on the battle field

And finally dying at my feet

I smiled remembering the

Vengeance they came with and

Here they crush to nothingness at my feet,

Like a man, ferocious in youth

And a feeble whisper in the end...

Ode To My companion

A poet's pen you are!
Of thoughts deep in mysteries!
In world so full of chaos!
Sunder not my companion.
The journey is no picnic!
Climbing the walls,
And walking over the shattered windows.
Your nib may clash with the thorns...
Frown not my warrior,
Rise up!
Show them your might!
Headstrong may you stand,
In the eye of evil you may split.
A globule of fire you may create.
Let none stop your blabber.
Upon this desert, so dry…
You are a gladiator.
Against all odds and all cruelty...
Humble may your blood be,
Bleeding you for the world.
Washing off the blackness of world
By the blackness of your will...
Ironic may the situation be...
Stay strong for the truth.
Aye, my sword, let’s start the war
For the good of the world it may be...

The Search

Rambling among the fallen leaves

A lonely lost dragonfly, I am...

Searching for the food, to feed on

Mine head being hungry...

Mine hand being ferocious...

To catch up those lazy naughty seed

And plant them out for good...

Under those brown, dry leaves, I Search

And so among the green tender ones...

Flying on the wings of curiosity

I land in a place of chaos

A thousand feeble cries around

Among the land of mystique

Revel and to recur

Is what this flight is all about?

In search of the realism is all it does...

Among the illusions, the mirage

I fly around...

Along for the restitution of real...

The Re-birth Of A Phoenix

'spending the life trying

to make someone happy'-

that was me, for a little while.

then I shut the sham of morality.

going with the flow of time,

On this creek on a golden dusk

is where I reached...

On this evening I stare onto

the river that I floated in..

Before me the water did not flow!

All that flew was my life!

as the tides began, I was taken aback.

The whirlpools swirls around...

The school days I spend alone,

the best friends I gained, 

the other school I attended,

the masked people I met there,

the love I found there,

the betrayal that I endured,

flowing along the river...

one by one they all passed by.

then came the fresh new tides...

into it I plundered,

on the drive to find a shore.

In no hurry I am...

for this  is the one I have waited for...

waving adios to all,

swiming off the desert!

towards the pasture to be found.

no worries and no tension!

for the river will flow...

and in the end, the destiny would be found,

for the happiness is not of people who sit

in despire but of the people who

fights for the same...

In His Arms

As the twilight befalls them

they are enclosed in their own world.

the warm embraces,

the sizzling kisses.

the silent whisper of breaths.

His hands moves over her,

a silent quaver of anticipation.

his eyes behold her's,

filled with promises..

And as the night darkens they are lost 

in the profoundness of the night.

He moves, and, as if, by

an invisible force, she responds...

And slowly his warm wet lips on her's

and tiny bubbles of pleasure ruptures in her.

She is lost in his touch

in his kiss and in himself...

She don't feel alone anymore

she is discovered...

in his arms, reborn...

like the hawk that gained the freedom

she flies towards eternity...

Behold, my love!

Somewhere somehow someday I'll meet you

To Claim the heart that is mine for sure. . .

The day is not far, as it always was

Is what my heart seems to whisper all the while...

Amid the mist that floats in the sky

A ray of hope shines through. . .

Slight, thought it is, weaving through the fog.

Slow and steady, it surely comes to me. . .

Eyes, impatient to behold you,

Heart, to find its match at last,

Soul to fit into the other perfectly

And then mine ears, to hear you!

Impatient is what I am 

To set my sight on you, as I would.

And then my arms to hold my world 

To complete the circle that 

Starts on the stars and ends on the earth...

Me

Suffice to say my  love for you is masked away by your own stupidity. . . 

guilt doesnt reside here anymore. . .

The vulnerable heart is no more in tune. . .

The watery eyes are cleaned  up. . .

All that left behind is a past that i left back, where it belongs. . .

I m not a fool. . .

No more a beggar. . .

No more a pathetic lonely girl. . .

I AM ME. . .

Born not from the ashes of yesterday but the dreams of tomorrow. . .

My Final Goodbye

And this soul burning, 
The memories feeding the fire.
Off with the pain. . . I am lost. . .
You were the tune to the song of my life,
The sun in my sky,
The pearls that beautified my soul,
The air that I breath.
And as soon as it began,   
It ended. . .
Leaving me on this desert,
You left for the spring. . .
The mirages tricking me,
for I know you wont get back to me.. .
Here I stand under the hot sun,
With an aching soul,
Thirsty heart and trembling limbs. . .
Here I am lost, hanging on the
Web that u helped me build. . .
I'm lost. . . My path is erased!
Lonely and scared, I breath no more. . .
Broken from inside and the scares all over.
Love did leave me a loser!!
And then finally, escaping from
This anguish i choose death. . .
To you my love, Adieu...
Eloping from the pain
From our memories and 
Forever from you, I am leaving. . .

Pandemonium

As god is my witness
I  stand upon the fire
My feet hurt by them
It burns off my soul....
The anguish cry of my soul
too sharp. . . too piercing...
It hurts my own ear drums!
The doom is upon me. . .!
why, o why, i wounder,
the pandemonium choose me??!!
I curse my karma. but all
that came out is more cries. . .
Help me o help me!
pour out your  mercy!
oh thou most gracious, 
most merciful 
show me a little of your mercy. . .

♥Love♥

♥♥Well believe me i have found love,
      in this small world. . . 
      It was not with my ex. . . 
      nor was it with my next. . . 
      It was simply inside me all the while. . . 
      waiting to be found ♥♥

Pinpoints

Pinpoints of light,

Twinkling  before my eyes.

Teasing my vision,

Playing with my senses.

The urge to pull out my hand

And pull it into me..

Like all those tiny pearls.

Lighting the path of my soul..

The darkness of my mind,

Darker than the nights...

Tempted too much, i gave into

But, oh too late, all my illusion!!

Always beyond my reach,

Just like the stars!

Grin...

Out of the corner of lips

That crooked grin broke out.

The soften lips wide spread

Like a piece of silken carpet.

red vine on the floor.

The white little tooth,

the diamond of queen's crown.

up the face, the eyes 

bright and fresh

like the first sunshine after winter..

the sparks in them 

brighter than the star's..

and the face, winter's moon.  

out of the corner of lips

that crooked grin broke out...